What Offensive Energy Does to People Before They Kill Themsekves

• When a person feels deep loneliness it’s from offensive energy (curse with entitiy) wanting to have them do away with self (kill themself)

  The deep loneliness is an automatic program whereby their field is impacted,

  family and others find this to be alienating (shun away from you).  Oh no, more loneliness

  When I feel this deep loneliness I am in the program. This is why people self-medicate.

  The field dynamics will change if you can resist this deep melancholy.

  Technically speaking, the deep loneliness should diminish as your resistance grows.

  And the resistance grows as the trapped emotions around this get released.

  “Evil, go away from me!” do this statement in the whole brain posture while

  watching “Finding Dory” because it’s all about family.

  Vaughan says that feelings of catastrophic loneliness is, in fact, evil.

  Everyone feels loneliness from time to time, this is normal. But to the extent that you

  feel ------it is evil. i.e. offensive.
• People who kill themselves feel deeply abandoned from their familes.
• EVIL offensive energy can kill people

I'm A Sugar Addict

I was raised by wolves, my parents were fighting fens.  From early childhood as soon as I could run, I ran to save my life.  Dad was a monster and Mom escaped into her Valium, prescription drug world. All my brothers and sisters were abused mentally, physically and emotionally.  Dad looked like an outstanding citizen to the world.  All of us kids froze in terror when his car pulled into the drive way. Mom was a terrible cook, she'd do her dinner duty and abandoned us kids at the table of criticism. Dad tore in, sit up straight, mind your manners, don't talk like that.  Not once did I hear my parent say,  "I love you."  I turned to sugar for love. Years of eating sugar messed with my brain and nervous system.  At age 67, my life feel apart.  I went from very active to crawl on the floor to the bathroom. The pain was intense,  I wanted to die.

On my Mac computer typed in numbers on a angel numbers site.  Over and over again, I read the meaning of the numbers.  My kids moved me to another state to save me.  Everything was on fire. Doctors made me aware I had a anxiety panic disorder.  I typed in hundreds of numbers reading the meanings. Click on ad for healing using trapping.  Ordered the online program and could not read how to do.  I was in so much pain I wanted to die.  Then I found Dr. Bradley Nelson emotion and body code.  It was a shot in the dark, I jumped on.  I emailed certified practitioners and got this call from Theresa Wiles and husband in Santa Cruz Ca USA.  This is where it began, my healing thousands of childhood trauma.